Essays on the noise of existence, being a dad, grief, addiction, and recovery.
New here? Start here.
Most of my writing is about something I’ve lived through or experienced, but some of it is just my opinion. While I write mainly for myself, I always like your feedback so please leave a comment if you would like. If you’re new here, these five essays are a place to begin. ~ Ryan
- Why I’m Here — Why these stories exist, and who I’m leaving them for.
- Experience — Grief, finding a voice, and sharing what I’ve lived through.
- Body & Mind — Getting sober was only part of learning how to live.
- This is Church — Faith, heavy metal, and finding somewhere to belong.
- Hail to the King — A father, a son, and the music between them.
The Latest
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Owning Both
From jail cells to boardrooms, poverty to wealth, and failure to success. A personal reflection on identity, belonging, and owning both worlds.
Recent Posts
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Right Sized
I was driving to work today, minding my own business, and this guy almost hit me. I had to slam…
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The Princess of Peace
A father recalls his mother’s quiet strength and a birth that finally let him feel again — a personal essay…
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The Things Unspoken
I write two essays a week, run four book outlets, and lose money doing all of it. But this post…
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AA: A Cult of Personality Part 4
Two weeks to flatten the curve became 69 days that changed everything. A sober AA member on Zoom meetings, broken…
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Hail to the King
A dad on raising his son through music, from headbanging at four to moshing to Avenged Sevenfold at sixteen.
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The Rubber Band
“The Rubber Band Will Strike Again” — a short poem by Stacy Roberts about a mysterious, silencing force that stuns…
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AA: A Cult of Personality Part 3
I was not ready to get sober in 2014, and shortly after my divorce was final in 2016, I started…
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A Map of the Fog
I didn’t set out to write a book. I set out to survive. The writing came later. First to carry…
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Why I’m Here
My life hasn’t been easy. If you’ve read my blog or my book, that’s probably apparent—but that’s not why I…
Where to go from here
- Start here: five essays to begin with
- Read the AA: A Cult of Personality series
- Explore the blog archive
- Get in touch
-Ryan
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